Answered Prayer

ts been so long sinse my soul has experienced the quiet solitude of pouring its thoughts into something that can be read. Language has always fascinated me, because it, in my opinion is much more powerful a tool that anyone really realized. After all, in the beginning was the word, and the word was with God. His very word spoke us into existence, and sense we are created in his image what does that mean for our word. I know I am tired of saying ill do one thing and doing another. I want to change so badly. I want to be more than I am. Not in a prideful or arrogant way but in a humble way. Is it wrong to have values and to aspire to those values. Its like I haven’t been living the past few months. I am in desperate need of a more intimate walk with God and myself. I know who I am at soul, the world will deceive me no more with its lies. I can accomplish something for the Glory of God in this life and I'm going to do it, and the first way I am going to glorify him is to be sure to follow through on my future hopes and aspirations. I observe my friends, and they tell the most motivating and amazing stories about their future dreams, only to fall back into the belief that dreams cannot become reality, but why would we believe that. If the human heart can aspire for it, if it is holy and righteous, whatever is beautiful and pure, let that be the dream that becomes reality. For those that will wait for God to make it happen, we will find in him mighty wings that spread from faith and carry us onward. This should be our prayer. I aspire to be in the best shape of my life, spiritually, physically, emotionally, and relationally. This will mean fruitful labor and discipline on my part. May God give me what it takes to accomplish his will and my goals in these coming seconds, minutes, days, weeks, months, years, and this lifetime. I pray that he stay with me forever. Perhaps with a little time he can even conform me into something amazing in his eyes. To a place where true humility is the fruit of my existence and I hold him high. To a place where I can be empty and vulnerable in his arms, yet strong and courageous in this world. Perhaps given a little time, these subconscious processes can rewire so that I might aspire to a greater future, one which I create through the power of Christ living in me. A holy one where his righteousness is my goal, and the cross I carry goes with me there. Until I see his face again I move, let us not take break but more forward with passion and power. In the purpose set forth by God himself let us move onward towards the goal.